God gave me a wonderful dream last night. In my dream I dreamt that I was dreaming. In the dream I was interpreting the dream I had dreamt while dreaming. The interpretation I had in the dream was that God was going to make all things new, the old was to be no more. Everything will be washed away for a new beginning. In the dream there was a reference of me poking at my natural father saying why did you give me such a dream!
However, in waking I felt as if it was me asking the Father, "God why would you give me a dream about a dream?". I prayed last night before I went to sleep that God would give me a revelation in my dreams last night. The revelation was awesome!! All things will be made new!! How much better could it get right!! In talking to one of the sisters, in her spirit she felt because I had a dream about a dream........God was reinforcing it. Almost like a double dream! Great!! Lord I'm ready to receive!!
On top of having a wonderful dream, I had two praise reports! My boyfriends eye was getting better the company he wasn't on permanently with was going to pay for everything under workman's comp. My truck was coming out of the shop with a newly upgraded computer! I was soo excited about! (After driving the two hottest months of the year so far with A\C you will be very THANKFUL for a vehicle with a\c.) On top of that it was only going to be $258 to get my truck out, that's with going to the Chevrolet dealership!! My God is mighty and able!!
The morning was a little tough on the fast. My beautiful, most wonderful boss who is always thinking of us brought in guess what??? My absolute favorite!! KRISPY- FREAKIN-KREME!!! Oh, how I love thee ...... Lord more than I love doughnuts. That's right folks. That's my office in which the delectable delights were left for 4 hours!!!!! About a few minutes to noon my boss decided she should take them and put them away! Whew, I had already made it through the struggle, the battle! I won, Krispy Kreme, chocolate covered yumminess lost!
The day bumbles along, I find out from my adorable boyfriend come to find out that his company is not paying him for time lost, not paying the doctor bills or prescriptions under workman's comp because he is not a full time employee! What! Satan, get behind me!
Later in the afternoon I get another call that the Tahoe will not be coming out of the shop today. It still isn't running good, it had to be sent back to the Chevy place for a new diagnosis.
After my praise reports from this morning had took a turn I started to sag my jaws a little. After I started praising the Lord, I decided that was what I needed! The enemy doesn't want me to have praise reports, he doesn't want me to share them with my sisters. He doesn't want anything to go my way. Guess what satan........too bad! I serve a God who gives me all authority over you, I will keep my head above the water, I have untied God's hands to work on my behalf! My sulking only lasted for a moment! I believe that I needed this today! I needed to be let down to see how I would react!! I know God is priming me for something much greater than a doctor bill and a broke down vehicle. This is my revelation through my fasting today. I need to be prepared in season and out of season. Prayed up, strapped in the armour of God, prepared for battle at any given moment!!!! The words we have been given this week in our fast all come to this. We MUST BE PREPARED TO PERSEVERE!! Much greater battles are ahead in our lives, there is but one way to make it through them! God the Father! I may fall down, but you won't keep me down satan. Not this time, I'm breaking off the old and breaking through to the new. Putting the past behind me and looking forward to the destiny that God has prepared for me! Using the past to haunt me and drag me down just isn't going to work anymore!
"My Soul is in anguish. How long, O LORD, how long." Psalm 6:3
"Turn, O LORD, and deliver me; save me because of your unfailing love." Psalm 6:4
My life verse is Psalm 6:1-5. Notice today, the fourth day, Psalm 6:4 I know and realize and most importantly accept and receive that God is delivering me from my anguish. He is saving me from myself. From satans attempt to haunt me with the former so I cannot push through to the new. God has so much more in store for us sisters, I am on the edge of my seat waiting to see what happens next!!
This just in: I would like to report it is now 4:30 and I have held strong. No doughnuts!
Update as of 08/04/10: my boyfriend interviewed for a job position that he had been longing to have for quite some time - he got the job!! Now had we reacted harshly and in anger when we found out that his previous company was not going to pay for his eye injury - God may have not opened this door to usher my boyfriend through!
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